el-gato-demente

changing some things in life...felt it would be good to get a fresh start. any watchers who want to keep reading and seeing my stuff should go to: http://hozho-studios.deviantart.com I even posted a bunch of my comics on there as well. ~Josey

Don't you hate it when you meet a totally amazing girl, but she has a boyfriend already? But you like her so much you tell her how you feel anyway and she seems to reciprocate your feelings, you play some naughty games through the instant messenger, only to find out that the boyfriend she was always talking about but never referred to by name was your little brother? What? Don't tell me I'm the only one that happened to...

I did a bit of soul searching, and I can't come up with a single reason why I should stay here in this state. Things didn't get any better...and I just found new ways to have my heart broken. Clubs and nightlife don't do me any good because I hate people and never go. I don't really feel I have time to attend school with my weird schedule. I need schooling to open a business. And I can feel my balance being thrown off. I don't belong outside my homeland. And I can't help anyone here...I thought I was, but I'm just a nuisance. A moocher. A crying child. A lax friend. Maybe if I'm back in New Mexico I can start to study Navajo Culture. Teac